Two Poems
Translated by Jaime Robles with Ma Chengyu; video by Jaime Robles
Translated by Jaime Robles with Ma Chengyu; video by Jaime Robles
As we veer through the leafy branches of a forest, I remember that my mother who is steering the car has been dead for more than a year and I can’t drive, and my father can’t drive and my grandmother — who even though she is dead is alive and in the car with us — can’t drive either. The car keeps going, through patches of bark and black rivers, over sap-filled gaps that smell of pine. Why are you worrying so much, the earth is a mouth that can lick you clean, says the voice of the trees, or is it the voice of my mother leaving my own mouth. When I grab the wheel, I become the red blur of a cardinal, skittering too fast for anyone but God to see. I don’t believe in God or any gods. As I fly past the shadows of my parents, above my parents and through their flickering outlines, I myself am a kind of god and am surprised how small my parents appear skidding through the forest’s mud. I try to remember that my mother is dead, but I am looking down at her and I can see her face twitching. I still see her cherry red cheeks, her eyes.
There is no Q train today
The B train never runs on weekends
The 2 train is suspended or in perpetual
suspense
The 3 train is running on the 2 line
but not the 2 line in New York,
the one mapped out in blue light
drawn in crayon on the topography
of a sleeping face
The M train has been replaced with a shot
by shot reshoot of the 1931 film M,
this time directed by Ron Howard
The J train is telling jokes about jazz
The D train is a metaphor for all dark thoughts
or it’s the last character in a password
an AI created and forgot to share with humanity
The R and N trains are trading places Freaky Friday style
The 5 train is giving the ghost of King Kong a high-five
The 4 train is forsaking the scent of nostalgia
for the aftertaste of futuristic rage
The S train is tracing the lines
on a naked god’s infinity snake tattoo
The 6 train is polishing its six-pack
The E train is lacing ecstasy with exhaust
The C train and the A train are rumored to have eloped
but are actually in a polyamorous relationship
with the Z
The 7 train is hoarding all the luck
The G train is discovering its G spot
The F train says F you
I feel most myself.
when—like today—
all of the sky
is a single
undifferentiated
cloud
when ice particles
break grammar
into something
resembling space
Did you mean to wake up with your nerves
dangling like sneakers from suburban trees?
Have you ever walked inside a mattress and found
a queen-sized bed frame inside? Do you enjoy igniting
brick houses with your eyebrows? Do you recognize
the kind of silence where everyone looks naked
even when they are wearing a floor length
coverup or a burkini? Have you ever shaken hands
with the bodhisattva of bitterness? Did his hand
feel like the skin of a pomegranate? Or its seeds?
Are you able to eat these days? Are you able
to stop eating? If we sing the Star-Spangled Banner
backwards while watching the Warriors, does
Coney Island become our new national capital?
Did you mean to punch me in the smoked kipper?
The wardrobe? The nightingale? Do you prefer kale chips
or woodchippers? Is your ceramic frog floatable?
How many more punches until we can untether
the fireflies? Do you enjoy the way I dangle
my earlobe in your microwaved Bolognese?
If so, when will you start loving me with a little
less than 1000 percent of that wound?
Neo is a piss-ass drunk, and it doesn’t matter if alcohol is only an idea. Meaning detaches from language and flies in slow motion like a shampoo commercial. The absent women shift behind the curtains, a mother’s face camouflaged by a William Morris floral, a sister’s breath hidden by the smell of an off-season fireplace. The 21st century is riding a bloodshot Ferrari into the mouth of climate change, and it needs pure vodka to make it okay. Nic is naked all the time. Even naked, he sweats through his clothes. Even when he’s fully dressed his dick swings unsheathed. You try lassoing the sky’s panopticon with only a goddamned body part. He knows the world isn’t real, so why not just buy a big-ass blowup doll? Why not just wear your rubber Donald Trump mask to crowded theatre and flail your octopi limbs at the screen?