The Avenues
The prints of my fingertips, a lintel.
Your eyebrow
corridor to sleep. Sun on our bed—
my heart burgeons a fig.
On the perch of a lip
my feet dangle in shade > superstition.
This is the last time I’ll think, kite.
A wasp’s venom courses.
Revolving door. Cul-de-sac boomerang.
In its heirloom-storm-cloud
a silver ribbon of cruelty twists
through my DNA.
SNP: a pair
of scissors, wishbones
—hold its hands
the sound of two Xs.
Xs where my eyes would be
if I never left them to look for you.
Invoking the Inconsolable Divine
4 a.m. cat claw
leaf’s-flood-plain divine.
Needle-cluster-beading-
pine-resin divine.
Beseeched, bespoke,
can opener, Narcan-
do: revived divine.
Insatiable, rife-
as-March with pluck
plucky robins,
hands over ears-
eyes-mouth—
hopelessly divine.
Driver and wrench,
scorched, tapped out
—broke-in divine.
Wayward divine.
Ninety-nine named
and galaxy crowned
vaped, empty-bottle, recycled,
wretched, fetching, festering,
quotidian, misquoted and doting
divine. Besotted, becoming,
inexorable, insouciant
exclamation point?
question mark! comma divine.
Periodic table divine.
Elemental divine—
tenacious and tender
anvil and stirrup
jumping drum
arc light, penumbra,
nick-of-time, skin-
of-teeth, eleventh-hour
narrow-escape/lucky break
parking ticket divine.
Crapshoot
radiant radical
sporadic and random
specific, fixer and fix,
jilted—keening and kerned
curious, divisive, derisive
spliced, sparse, parsed
indecent, indifferent,
indicative
Constellations
“Who am I? And how do I know all of this?”
the wind speaks to me, also. Cities up there
wink out ghosts burning although they shiver.
Air conditioning or shade makes them cold.
In those days, chartreuse-new seven sisters, veiled in their own breath,
opened and blinked beating like my fist-wings with a treasure in it.
[Your Name Here]
Open. Close. Like luck. Like I can’t believe it
like transmigration, like your voice I miss so much in my nerves
your voice I hear so much in my body — blue skipper ghost shrimp
horseshoe crab’s copper bright vaccine blood. Can I wink with them?
I am. Can I wink them out? Yes, when I do.
Sirius eyes me as ever. Sleep is houndstooth sky-forsythia
cemetery pinwheel flowers animated, again by air like us, churn,
magnetized inner core platelets, planets, solar fumes aberrate
mega-fauna turning on a pin— wheeling casting lots,
lots and lots of lots —the Bull of Heaven’s Jupiter eye, agitated
tail, whisk glassware scatter springlights
* mayflies * dragonflies *
night sky foam pocked April dried mud pasture moon battered,
your face, mother, over my bed.
Frayed I peer through feathers:
every word of this, contrivance.
*
A pear rests, amiable as a yellow melon with two drops of rosewater,
its eyes. I turn from it say, it hides from me.
I see and not see. Cast. Wandering—
spittlefoam my poem, my pear, my only you.
Skyfishing talon-hooks:
I’m hunting you, clarity.
Fishing Boats on the Beach at Saintes-Marie
—after Bert Meyers
1.
The Amitie aches of sky
[maybe this, maybe that,
(bobs, broods.)]
The sea ridged
like a mouth’s roof
spilling syllables.
2.
ocean’s eyelid, freeway-sound
algebra in dreams
—your hair, your death
3.
This dirty—little—heart*
pitch deep
attains its vault
a continent of snow—
austere slope
Polaris burning
in a glass
of air.
4.
ntch-ntch-ntch [tsk tsk tsk]
snip, snip, snip;
(whisk whisk)
what was yours now isn’t—
[your flowers of lichen and minerals]:
once pristine blades, cough, glitch, blur
flare, occasionally, nicks, snagged glints, blink.
What doesn’t change?
not words their ([essential]/[accidental])
echo and bounce
(if every abyss had a floor . . .
5.
waves light at dusk like streetlamps
to the moon who lit them
that street let me ramble—
like these words
who lit them
*Emily Dickinson